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Ich bin viel gegangen um hier zu sein. Mein Schicksal schreit für mich. Und ich höre die Wörte laut. Sie sagen mir: "komm, wag es. Hier ist alles, was du suchst!" Ich lasse meine Hand nehmen und mache meine Augen zu: nichts Schlechtes wird mir passieren. Nur was Schönes!
Ich glaube an mich. Ich habe gelernt, auf mein Herz zu hören.

Der Vampir (Emotional Vampires)

"Du weisst ja, Vampire mögen  keinen Knoblauch." (01.07.13)

Here are some attitudes that apply to all emotional vampires:

“My Needs Are More Important Than Yours.”
“The Rules Apply to Other People, Not Me.”
“It’s Not My Fault, Ever.”
“I Want It Now.”
“If I Don’t Get My Way, I Throw a Tantrum.”

Then he gives some general qualities of emotional vampires:

“VAMPIRES PREY ON HUMANS
Night-stalking vampires will drain your blood. Emotional Vampires will use you to meet whatever needs they happen to be experiencing at the moment. They have no qualms about taking your effort, your money, your love, your attention, your admiration, your body, or your soul to meet their insatiable cravings. They want what they want, and they don’t much care how you feel about it.”

“VAMPIRES CAN CHANGE THEIR SHAPES
Storybook vampires can change themselves into bats, wolves, or a cold, formless mist that seeps through unguarded windows. Emotional Vampires can turn themselves into whatever you want to see, but only long enough to lure you in. To say that they are consummate actors doesn’t do them justice. Often, they play their roles so well that they fool themselves into believing they are who they pretend to be.”

“VAMPIRES CAN’T SEE THEMSELVES IN A MIRROR
If you want to know if someone is a vampire, hold up a mirror and see if there’s a reflection. If you want to know if someone is an Emotional Vampire, hold up a self-help book that describes his personality perfectly and see if there’s a spark of recognition. With both kinds of vampires there will be nothing there. Night-stalking vampires have no reflections; Emotional Vampires have no insight.”

“VAMPIRES ARE MORE POWERFUL IN THE DARK
Both kinds of vampires thrive on darkness. Blood-hungry vampires stalk the night. Emotional Vampires lurk in the darker side of human nature. They take power from secrets. Your dealings with them will usually involve a few little details that you’d rather not share, because other people wouldn’t understand.”

“A VAMPIRE’S BITE CAN TURN YOU INTO A VAMPIRE
Throughout the ages, vampirism has been contagious. A few bites and vampires can have you acting just as immaturely as they do.”

http://sonderbooks.com/blog/?p=1586

Narcissistic Vampires

have huge egos and tiny consciences.  It's not they're actively trying to hurt people; they just never consider other people at all, unless they want something.

LEGENDS IN THEIR OWN MINDS with talent like theirs, who needs performance?

LOOK FOR: Self-proclaimed genius, with membership in MENSA listed as greatest life achievement.

DRAW YOU IN WITH: Talent and potential.

DRAIN YOU BY: Blaming everybody else for their inability to realize that potential.

THE ONE YOU SEE EVERY DAY: Your brother-in-law, the genius who can't hold down a job.  

DEFENSIVE STRATEGY: Getting them to do the parts they don't like first, and paying attention to performance rather than talk.

SUPERSTARS do what it takes to climb the ladder of success – whatever it takes, especially taking advantage other people.

LOOK FOR: Success, achieved at all costs.

DRAW YOU IN WITH: Talent, charisma, and acting as if you were as cool as they think they are.

DRAIN YOU BY: Perpetually seeing their needs as more important than anybody else's, and not giving a rip once they've gotten what they want.

THE ONE YOU'RE MOST LIKELY TO SEE EVERY DAY: Politicians, prima-donnas, and hard-driving competitors who throw tantrums when they lose,

DEFENSIVE STRATEGY: Keep a ledger book in your mind.  Make sure Superstars pay up front for anything they want from you.  Never accept promises or extend credit.

http://www.albernstein.com/id59.htm

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Nostalgie

Después de una larga noche recuperando el sueño perdido, he despertado pensando en ti. Quizás lo que siento es nostalgia, ese sentimiento de añoranza por algo que se ha vivido y que ya no se tiene más, porque las situaciones han cambiado. He soñado contigo y el sueño te representa fielmente: me has besado y luego has vuelto a hacer tus cosas locas de siempre.
Siempre tus palabras han sido y son sabias para mí. Conoces la vida mucho mejor que yo y gracias a ti, he redescubierto lo valioso de la vida y lo valioso en mí. Aunque tengo mi propia pasión en la vida y mi propio camino, como evitar no sentir ese enorme deseo, que me envuelve por completo, de compartir mi vida contigo. Deseos prohibidos, deseos imposibles. Sólo el amor es capaz de darnos esa gran valentía de emprender nuevos caminos y hacer cosas que nunca antes se habían pensado ni imaginado.
Y ahora que mi boca está censurada, mis sentimientos afloran aún más fuertes a través de todos los poros de mi piel y en todas las acciones que hago. ¿Adónde irán a parar finalmente todos mis anhelos? Todavía no lo sé.
Sólo sé que sigo aquí, en la vida, y debo estar muy despierta, para poder ver las posibilidades que la vida me entregue y aprovecharlas. Quizás sólo me quede el consuelo de saber, que "los amores imposibles duran para siempre".

Nachdenken..

En las noches oscuras y tibias, suelo pensar en ti, y en cómo será el momento en que te vea. Te me figuras alto, de amplia frente, ojos vivaces y sonrisa franca. Pero mis ojos dicen poco. Más dicen los ojos de mi alma, que ya te han visto: sabes consolar, tienes una paciencia infinita, crees en el amor como un estado del corazón y eres uno de los pocos que todavía respira hondo y mira al cielo.
Obwohl wir uns noch nie gesehen haben, wünsche ich dir alles Gute und alle deine Wünsche in Erfullung gehen.
Wenn nichts... oh, du weißt es schon!
Alles Glück für dich.